Goddammit.
I talk about your compassion, how you taught me so much.
How you taught me patience.
You haven't been gone a day and you are testing me.
FUCK!
Filling my day with people who can't be bothered.
Mightier than thou fuckers,
False martyrs, and selfish pricks.
Wanting just a day to focus on me. To gather my thoughts.
To sew the hole in my heart closed one stitch at a time.
And there you are. Reminding me it is not about me.
Testing my ability to be patient with others.
To see their flaws and find compassion.
And reminding me that love is the only way to fill the hole in my heart.
The above is dedicated to my friend who died yesterday. He was truly the most compassionate human being I've ever met.
Rest in Peace my friend
Kimball David Paul 3/10/1958 - 8/12/2014
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